I suck as a dad. I've got the mom thing nailed, but it's coming to my attention that I just suck as a dad. I'm not supposed to be in charge of that stuff. I am JUST SO TIRED OF MISSING HIM.
Everyday, I think. "How would Gary have handled this? What would the children be like if he was still here?" Man, they really got a bad deal, too. And they will never realize what they have lost. But I know. I know what they've lost. It's still a lot to carry around some days.
His insights were always specatular. I need a fresh supply of insight.